Blogging is annoying. It totally is. It's just me, getting my thoughts out there, and you crazy people decided you want to get to know me without actually talking to me, so you end up here, reading my blog. I'm okay with that, because if you read what's coming out of my head FROM me, then you're getting it right. It's not some assumption you got from your friend who is in a class with someone who is in a class with me. I know that somebody is going to tell somebody that they read my blog, and it says this and this and that, and then they're going to miss important details, making everything sound completely, 104% different. But hey, there's a source people can come to to see for themselves.
I thought blogging was lame. Back on myspace, they had that blogging thing you could do. I never kept up with it. I thought it was stupid. I'd rather look at so and so's comments from that stupid girl no one liked than to write out what happened to me each and every day. I've never been the best at keeping a journal. But now, I almost feel like it's a necessity if I want to remember what my life was like when I was younger when I look back on this is 10 years.
I like soccer. I play every monday. I never thought that I would say this. It's totally awesome. There's really hot guys, and playing with them is an honor, really. I've made a lot of friends doing this, and I have battle scars, (and I have one really painful right boobie from where a certain someone *cough*Cameron*cough* sent the ball flying at.) but I wouldn't trade it for a lot of things. Maybe... nevermind.
I really like the Royal Mesa ward. I was terrified at first. I didn't know how I felt about going to church anymore. I'm a college student and all I want to do is sleep. Going to my home ward for 3 hours and watch kids for 2 of them made me cringe. But then, it was almost like a miracle. For the first time in my church experiences, I fit in somewhere. I was getting all these offers and questions like people actually wanted to talk to me. I go to FHE, which I have never been to in my life. I have fun. I love it. I help with everything I can. I laugh. I tell jokes. I don't know why I didn't go before. I really fit in, and it's the best feeling in the world. If I hadn't gone, I would be falling further and further away from the church. I thank you all for coming into my life, and for those of you who haven't yet, I can't wait to be your friend♥
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